
Sunday, November 14, 2010

Hi, I haven't been blogging these few days because I'm really lazy to do so. Finally, I've got some inspiration to write today. Haha. Hmm, let me talk about this book I've just finished. It's awesome, totally! I don't mind reading it again, seriously. It's called If I Have a Wicked Stepmother, Where's My Prince? As I read the last few pages of the book, I felt as if I was floating. It was happiness I felt, I know. Lucy was really fortunate to find someone who really likes her because in my opinion Connor was a total ass who only knew how to kiss. Both Sam and Lucy loved drawing so they're really compatible, yeah. The book was written in a way that makes us feel that Lucy was Cinderella. Haha, it's like a modern fairytale. I could empathise and feel how Lucy felt because I think that I'm in a similar situation although I don't have a stepmother and my mother's not dead. The book didn't catch my eye when I was in the library. It was when I couldn't find a book and my mother was rushing me to go before I'd decided to borrow it. I don't really want to go into the great details of the book because it's simply awesome! ♥
Be right back, I'm going to the washroom. Hehe.
I'm back. Fast, eh?
Yup, I feel that I'm an absolute freak who strives for perfection when I know that nobody is or can be perfect. Why am I hanging onto a trivial matter like this? I don't understand, really. What am I exactly made of? I must remember, everyone makes mistakes. Do you know why? I can't accept myself making mistakes. I would remember it, think about it and grumble. Stop it, Cheryl. Cheryl is sick and tired. I'm also sick and tired of being sick and tired. Not only this, I read too much into things. Even when
that glimpse of hope is taken away from me cruelly, I would hope that reality isn't true which is impossible. Why must I think so much? Zzz, it doesn't really help in History. I'm not someone guys would go head over heels with so I should just forget about the whole thing. It isn't worth it to waste my time on retarded people. Yes, I can do it. Argh, sigh. I'm very motivated to do work now and I hope that this passion would last till tomorrow. I need to do some work before my brain starts to rust. Really. I can do it, I can.
Something keeps me holding on to nothing ~
Cheryl ♥ Agent Eeyore
11:04 PM