Saturday, February 27, 2010
I have been really moody. I don't why but I'm sure it's because of TAN LI HAO. Because of him, Li Hui is so cold to me now. I feel that the bitch Li Hui and Jamie had been talking about is me. Please... stop. I can't stand this mental torture. Fifi, you know that, right? Yesterday, during CO, I was so worried... That I couldn't concentrate. Daddy CQ, help me to explain to your lao po... NO ONE CAN HELP ME NOW. Everyone thinks that I like Li Hao which is not true. Although I really want someone to but never mind. I can't stand Mummy giving me the cold shoulder. Uncle Heng cannot help me either.
Thanks people from 6 Joy'09 to try comfort me but it's not about love. The him that I have been mentioning... I think I treat him as my brother. But I lost contact with him. I tried to find him on Facebook but he doesn't have an account. Arghh... Only him can hear my troubles and of course Serena too. Jia Ming only knows how to tease me when I'm really down. I remember when we were in P3, we had this tidbits party... Me, Him and Lai Yuen organised it. We would buy so much tidbits and eat during recess while we talk, see people play... I miss all that. Life had been so stressful for me ever since I got into 5I'08... P4 hadn't been good. The best part of MBS is yeah... Days in 3B'06 and 6 Joy'09 but I agree that we aren't united. We were once so competitive till I couldn't stand it. But I still love 6 Joy'09...
Listening to You're Not Sorry now... I'm not really sure how I feel but it's a bad feeling. Please... create an Facebook account and I will add you. I would be damn happy, I know. Please, I treat him as my brother. Actually, I don't know how a crush feels like because... I have never had one. Sze Ying said I was desperate for it so I like almost all the guys but of course not those... ones.
Actually, I don't really want people to comment on this post... And Fifi wanted me to post about CO, so... a short post on CO:
One girl from 1 GR joined and told us ghost stories which were really scary. She is from China and she is fifteen this year. Not going to talk about the ghost stories. Too emotional to do that. Then, I'm really happy that the senior said I could play but I'm not going to get proud. Because I still have lots to learn. I don't have big breathes so I need to build up my stamina. I WANT TO PLAY THE ZHONG YIN but I don't have breathe... So the senior said that I should play GAOYIN. I wanted that at first because it is portable and I can bring it home to practise and it would be so cool to take it back to school when I have CO. Everyone would ask... What's that? And I can proudly say that it is my instrument. YAY but I already learnt how to play the zhong yin yesterday and I sort of love it. :)
Okay, that's all. And I would like to know who Passer-by is. I really sick and tired of guessing although I thank you for tagging.
Please, stop torturing me. I'm sick and tired of all these...
Cheryl ♥ Agent Eeyore
11:06 AM
