Argh, I don't wanna sit with Sally Lam! D: Why must Mrs Tan change our seats?! Okay, she changed our seats a week ago but it's only now I realise that I can't sit with her! I don't know what's her problem and I don't wish to know. I just want her to get off my back! I know I have been telling people to not call others bitches but I really feel like slapping her. She is rich but she doesn't have to show off, okay? I can't stand her! Not only she is extra, she is totally bitchy. (Sorry.) She thinks that she is the greatest in this world. -.- I don't think I can survive for the next semester... Just change our seats, Mrs Tan or Ms Tan! I've been so freaking unlucky... :( Maybe Eileen is better than her. At least, Eileen tries to be better although she fails most of the time. :D
Sometimes, I feel like giving up on everything. No one cares anyway. Even if I do really well in something, no one would remember. I'm just someone small in the class. Really small. I was never in the popular crowd. I don't wanna be but must everyone forget about me? :( I really hate this... I'm trying my best to do well but who sees it? Well, it's useless, you see. I know I shouldn't give up because escaping is not the way out. How can I prove my worth? Teachers only call on the popular people and forget me. Why? Okay, that is why I must work harder. I gotta beat Tan Li Hao! Actually, he is not really smart. Haha! Okay, maybe he is. :D I know that he is very hardworking but I'm gonna work harder. I can't give up just like this.
"Some give up their determination when they have almost reached the goal; while others; obtain a victory by exerting, at the last moment, more vigorous efforts than ever before." - Ms Tan Shu Hui's chemistry teacher in Junior College
I'm not so stupid to give up when I'm reaching my goal. Say gambette!! :D I got my determination and passion back! Yay! I know I can do it! Thanks to PSLE, I've grown. I don't know why, after PSLE, I felt erm... I was really upset because all the agents got to go for OPAC except for me. I learnt something when I was standing up after falling hard. Really hard. I'm not going to waste my life anymore. I've to do something impactful. :) Before that, I have to be a good student and do my homework. I gotta prepare for my English test tomorrow! By the way, we live for ourselves! :D
Cheryl ♥ Agent Eeyore
5:43 PM
Thursday, July 8, 2010