
Well, I must admit that I'm not someone who is
that emo like SY. :P Argh, life sucks for me. :( Everything is due next week but I haven't touched most of them. Awesome, isn't it? Now, I don't have the time to think about
rubbish. :D That's great. I wonder if I can sleep well tonight. I really want to. But I can't when some many things are weighing on my heart. I can't breathe. I guess I wasted thirteen years of my life, well, almost thirteen. I see no meaning in life. I don't mean that I'm going to attempt suicide or something. I'm just groaning, that's all. I won't give up on life. Never! Because I'm going to prove everyone wrong. :) But the problem is, I want to give up at times. It's too tiring. No one ever notices what I do. At least I think so. If you care, show me! No matter how hard I try, I would never be the best because someone, that someone would surpass me. Chinese is my best subject but what happens? I'm not the best and I know that I would never be. Don't try to comfort me or talk me out of it. Despite this, I'm still going to work hard for my dreams. ^^
GAMBETTE, EVERYONE!!Sometimes, I feel that I'm kind of selfish. o.O I don't want to be like this but I just can't help it. Oh gosh, I'm listening to this all over again. Why? It reminds me of what I don't want to remember. It's the third time already. What is heaven trying to tell me? I don't want to find out. I don't have the energy, nor do I have to desire to find out. I'm too sick of "investigating". Lol!
Enough of depress. Let's have some fun now! :) Yesterday, I went out with Regine, Jia Hui 12 and Hui Jiung. It was a pity that Quek Xue couldn't go. Her mum didn't let her and I think she was sick. She was quite jealous of what we bought! Lol! Regine, Jia Hui 12 and I bought earrings and earphones. Exactly the same one too! All of us bought the same handphone strap. ♥ We took neoprints too! I had planned to reserve my first for the agents... Sadly, we didn't have an outing last June Holidays. We didn't really take lots of pictures, partly because we were lazy. ^^ We went to TM, Century Square and Tampines One. Yeah! I enjoyed yesterday loads. I was
really happy. It has been a long time since I was
that happy. What I want to say is, "CHEESEEE ~" No matter what life has in store for us, learn to accept it. (Okay, SY?)
Ps. I'm not living this life.
Cheryl ♥ Agent Eeyore
10:25 PM