
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
I feel like posting.
BUTI don't feel like talking.
WARNING: WHAT I'M GOING TO SAY MIGHT NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO YOU.I feel like giving up on you. You're the only reason why I look forward to going to school everyday. It seems to me that I actually mean nothing to you. Well, I can't do anything about it except to feel hurt. Okay, it's not a nice feeling. Hannah recommend me a song. That Girl - David Choi Out of randomness, I listened to it and I cried. Gosh, can you believe this? Why am I crying over nothing? I guess I'm too dramatic. I read so much into things and make them so complicated. Know something? Wait, there might be some grammatical errors as I'm listening to a song now and I can't really concentrate. Okay, I actually think about what's going to happen in future. Yeah, to us. Haha. I'm too naive. Nothing ever lasts. Oh, this thought made me cry. I should just give up. In case you don't know, love fades. It's amazing how some people change within a short period of time.
The message below is dedicated to my awesome friend, Sean.
Sorry, Sean! I just don't feel like talking these few days. I didn't mean to ignore you. Therefore, stop ignoring me! You're someone who encourages me when I feel sad. Well, I didn't change. I didn't change after I became a councillor. I don't feel superior just because I'm a councillor. I'm really really really very very very sorry!
Cheryl ♥ Agent Eeyore
9:20 PM